Wednesday, March 5, 2008

I feel Him all around me

Throughout my whole life, I’ve always heard how people say that they are never closer to God than when tragedy or sadness befalls them…up until about three years ago I honestly could not relate to that. I always felt closest to Him during times of heightened happiness…it was those times that I felt part of the plan- the plan of HAPPINESS. I feel lucky that until that point in my life I had never felt the type of sadness that causes someone to feel despair to the point where they either self-destruct or look to God for truth, comfort, love and a sense of understanding for why things happen the way they do.
While sometimes it seems so much easier to have a life without that kind of sadness…I know that I chose long ago to accept all that I would experience in my life, believing that it would all culminate into a life filled with understanding, knowledge, happiness, sadness, pain, that I would grow from each experience to be more like the person He wants me to be and ultimately joy in knowing that I played my part faithfully.
I am thankful to have a Heavenly Father who in moments of unexpected sadness envelopes me with His love. I feel as though I see Him all around me.
I am grateful for all the blessings I have been given in my life, I am thankful for all of you.

2 comments:

Annie said...

We've been thinking about you guys! We are anxious to see pics of your trip so you should post them!

Meradith said...

You are very articulate Aim, it's a gift you have. How are you doing? I want to see you, we need to plan. xoxo